I think I need ice cream

Duck is "napping" and by that I mean, he's playing in his room behind a *gasp* locked door. E's sleeping his eye-headache off, I think.

And I need ice cream. Edy's Raspberry Chocolate Chip ice cream to be exact.

But, I also want to keep that 164 number in check for my final weight gain. I have no desire to gain 45 pounds this time around. The number 200 is not in my vocabulary this time, I swear. I don't want to hit 190, 180 would be "okay", but definitely not 190. I was 159 at my lowest so far. New OB has me registered at 164 Friday.

My blown vein bruise is looking mighty yellow today. 17 days from start to yellow. I'll let you know when it's completely gone.

That said, I need ice cream.